Hola my sweet Jess =)
How are you?
Today was so cruel. When I don't have anything to do I am allways thinking about you. I don't want to forget you (I will never forget you and also I don't want to forget you) but sometimes it's just terrible. I can't sleep because I have headache and I am thinking so much about everything. I just try to think about the great time with you and the positive things (when it/this idea or try or how do you want to call it works all is great =)) but thats not so easy. After a certain time I just miss you.
I don't know why (yeah, love is crazy) but life (or I should better say love) was never so hard for me. You are the love of my life. I was never fallen in love so extreme like this time. I love every piece of you, you are such a great, beautiful, ... or briefly said just the perfect girl for me. Montse said to me that one day comes and all is great but actually sadly I don't think that this day comes soon ... (also I can't imagine that this day comes without you actually). I really hate this stupid big distance between Spain and Germany.
It's not so easy but just believe me I will visit you again as soon as possible. Nevermind my or better I hope I can say our love has a chance or not (I know unfortunately it's not easy but today almost nothing is imbossible). I would do everything if I could see you again. I would abandon so much things for you because all I want is you - the rest sucks and actually all other things are unimportant for me. I am just happy with you.
Thats all so bad but I am really grateful for this few days with you - that were some of the best days of my life.
I miss you so much. All in all a lot of words but just a short message: I love you so much my sweet Jess - I can't express it in words, I can't describe my feelings for you. I just can try it a bit. You are great, I still love you and I will ever love you. =)
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By the way I know you are busy and you have to work but I would be really happy if you have some minutes to talk with me all few days.